woollyflocked

This is my first blog post from an iPhone while traveling. I'm thinking about living in a group, and how I saw this before. I am learning different things than I thought I would learn.

I have the hardest time writing emails to everyone, because I haven't been able to process it myself. And it feels exhausting.

I want to read and study and make art. I feel frustrated about all the hullabaloo all of the time.
I am a quiet person in a group.
Jesse said I am a human animal.
I am all that I love.
A small pink window. A line of poetry. Sparkly eyes.
How fingertips feel on my leg. The crying I feel when someone leaves.
The crying I feel when Ava emails me. The excitement I feel when
I read the comic Ava wrote.

I am not learning what I thought. I already said this.
There is less art, or maybe it is more.
Actually, I think this is exactly what I needed.
The wisdom of the world.

The group, and me included, are heading into the Bulgarian mountains.

We are walking to Greece. I want to learn Greek.
I am also in love with how things like Facebook make me love things more.

I am seeing how I am most important, hi Walt Whitman, how the important things
are difficult, and how there is a me behind them.

I also see how I like living in a nice place, I like going to get coffee,
I like breakfast nooks, I like bookstores, I am a certain type.

It occurred to me to keep a blog of how my 'self-directed' learning journey is going. This is a place to keep track of what I've been learning and experiencing, actions I've been taking, and goals that I have. This is also to keep track of the fluxuations between every day, in order to keep me grounded. This is also a place to show whatever comes out of my making, whether it's writing, or painting, or knitting, or building, or baking. It's a place to keep track of myself.

Right now, while I'm traveling, I'll have a harder time keeping this updated. For now, I can at least go into the questions that are going on for me right now. So I will begin, right here and now.